Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Smooth silky and curvy roads

Discussing with DM , as he went away for the dinner .... i saw that i feel i am preparing / making another ashutosh rana of the movie dushman.

This huge road while i travel in it , with roads up and down , sometimes when it is up you don't see anything , just the sky .....curvy and empty road make it interesting.

This old guy came to the hospital and searching for the best surgery , also since he had been in Europe where they guarantee that they will cure him , here no one is ready a its not the culture here to promise that we will cure you. So couple of people said to the uncle guy , that sir this ritual are not been followed here and hence the mis understanding.

Monday, November 29, 2010

El Clasico

Some place where i am a pert of the robotic movement , a comics strip and a troy goes parallel. Then all sudden i saw the dani avles scene , it was the sins dani alves and all the things he does in the regular life , the slutty thing and all then saw that he is suffering for what he did in past. So in between then Dani alves was going through this suffering i started getting all the pains what he did and then when the conscious is back i see that dani is injured in el calsico but no one is taking care of him. The score till half time is 0-2 and pep is asking if he is OK.

A sequence i saw where , there is a road parallel to the sv road , some where there a new road is bing made , newly constructed. So while there is a mafia war in between two gangs and when i escape from there i hanged in the pool and somehow managed to get down , naked and then after looking for couple of auto i come to my place. Also mean while when i was sitting with someone who was about to teach me some mantra then some one said that my friend is searching me , when i looked outside it was my brother , finished the thing and met him . Asked how was the exam and he said he got 28 percent but he topped , i was confused.

Then again while chasing the super hero gang , i saw that kareena kapoor is encountering some guy , went there and she was quite and part of some thing when i saw that she is quite and friendly started touching the nipples , later on she told me the story while was in her mind and told me that it was her childish nature and said thanks god it is over.

Do something else fail

28th Nov 2010

Place new to me , living with six seven people. Call from the university that my Physics is not good and there is thick chance to pass ... Prof told me how poor i was and i have to wait for one full year in the college to complete in the college degree. Also said that if i do some task by myself then there can be done something , so i have kept these things in my mind , in evening there are people moving from one place to another and i decided that i should pick some stuff and finish it off. I am there in my room wanting to grab my stuff , act it took me time to reach there as i met so many people outside , somehow manage to reached there and that i saw that the light was not there so i have to adjust my eyes for a while to see in the room thought for a while which subject to pick and what to mug up.

[ Its been 8 days i have not yet started Sudarshan Kriya which i learned at Art of Living part I course , fear that 'i should not mix two teaching' is still bothering me , although i have set up my mind now and will give it a shot. But i went through the churning of to do not to do phase for last one week. ]

Dated : Monday , 29th Nov 2010

To see the bullet and stop it

27th Nov 2010

Running along with my cousin brother , this guy with machine gun is looking for my room. He was went to neighbor and fire there twice. We saw him and start running he saw us and fire some bullets , i escaped most of them and stopped some of them with my opposite palm , the bullets left a spot in my hand , it was not looking scary , but when i touched my palm it hurt a lot. We escaped and finally took a deep breathing that we are safe now.

[ What all anxiety i carry ? Not doing my duty ? Not remembering myself enough , not giving 100 % ???? Maybe. ]

Dated : Monday , 29th Nov 2010

Friday, November 26, 2010

Mature kid

The entry in the table is not easy , user has to register and then play for some specific amount in order to get benefit the clubs functions.

Library has a collection of good books , so i decided to go there and find something. Harish gave me a hint that i might find something there , i found a book which i wanted from a long time , there was no librarian , so i just took it away.

Living with harish , he is in another room i am watching cartoon alone ... so now the cartoon second part is coming in TV.

With one of my friend we are with his children , we are observing people around ... he told me about his son ... that despite the fact that he is only 5 , he do behaves like an adult , shy and at the same time serious. I saw him when he went for loo outside , he went quite far , so that no one can see him and he can do the action comfortably.

Arun iyer is in our company so he need some people who can verify him , i was more then glad to help him.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Getting holidays

People are keeping track of the planets and thats why somehow manage to get the holidays together , those who are not keeping the track are not getting the holidays on time,

LKP talking with , he is information me about his job . so his burning cigarette touches my shirt and there is a small tiny hole because of that.

Shitiz bansal has announce to have trip of Sri Lanka so many started asking questions that why Sri Lanka , why put other city ??

A place were where i live and encounter a girl who is good at swimming ,She swims like a god. Its a pregnancy period and we are waiting for the baby , so after a while baby cry and we see our happy faces. and then one fine day , baby is swimming with his mom.

Shivaji comes to my place and sees me.At the same time i am have friendship with this girl XYZ , we are talking and then some other girl start staring at us like we are doing something wrong and fact being this XYZ has a a permanent boyfriend.
Also Pramila aunt was there with her kids , who were good in sports ad well as in other ares.

People get old. So i have been given something to pass, so i am picking stuff from here and there . So i came to my boss place where i am suppose to get some stuff and then i will pass on this stuff to forward.

In home what you bring from outside will be consider how much stuff you bring here from outside. more the stuff more you like the place.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Conducting experiment

Got the standard of everything , happening and said a new dimension. Waiting for hy ios ot os?

Conducting an experiment , gathering the data that what property you have , so conducting some experiment.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Nature of mind

I am moving a slower then i have been asked to, My friends in that areas keep helping me in that domain in order to improve me.Idea is the more you practice the good and the better,

This new place we are in i am visiting a place alone , saw this girl there. I started flirting with her , which she also knew but said something. Then i decided to go for a movie , so i am going for the movie .... asked people the way , so someone said that this way you can reach the theater very fast , but there was water all over the place , i started waling in but realized that its getting deeper and deeper. I came back , got that girl again asked her if she wanted to join me , she agreed and we catches a train to go there.

Some one explaining that the nature of mind something changes the being , when we are clam something in us do the things properly and when this something is not there we don't do thing properly.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Place to live

Fear of not letting know that i am not coming for the meeting.

Now since i am working i have left hostel and have settled outside , so i am in new place near to the place i use to live. I got this small place where i can start living. So spending few days at the hostel i go to the place where i am suppose to shift. Mandal da is also now a graduate and have started preparing for IAS , i asked him where is he going to stay now and he said , jia sarai is the best for him in all ways. Now i shifted to my new place , with many thing s with me , the problem with the space is that it is open and the boundaries are not yet finished. SO when i shifted my all luggage there , i saw hitesh jain ? passing from there , he still lives in hostel and said to me , please dont talk to me in English and gave me a bunch of grapes , i already have huge amount of grapes with me but i took it. Now when i saw my situation i thought that the hostel place is good for me as it is safe , i should push all my stuff to there until this new place is total safe and well protected , at least to the time when there is a wall around.

In hostel fun is happening , the usual people making fun of each other in all the situation.

Left my bag

20th Nov 2010

I called up to the land lord and told them about the art of living course , then land lord start telling their friends that he might be taking the course to all the resident peoples. So this friend of mine when i meet him said that land lord have said this to him and he also think that this will be benefit to him as well.

I have this bag with me which i am carrying , and while traveling its with me. I steeped off to the borio this time and inside the bus was very crowded. I somehow was busy with the events happening and when i was getting down i forgot the bug. When i was down i realized that the bag is not with me , till that time the bus has left the stand , i started running after the bus , after few second i started shouting and one of the guy saw me shouting and he stopped the bus and started asking him his identity and driving license , till that time i was there . Went inside fetched out my bag and i was out with my bag.

Outside in an unknown place with viks , we are doing some shopping. Viks is buying something from the shop and saying he has a list what he wanted to buy today.. So when going thorough the market , we stopped in one of the store , when viks collected the stuff and asked the shop keeper to give him the stuff , the shop keeper said they are closed now , please come after some time.

A proper movie scene fight between two gangs. So this guy with whom i have to share room has a shot gun with him. Since he lost in the battle i am making fun of him and his hot gun.. Then this guy said don't threaten me , because his gun is genuine and he don't want to use his gun for bad reasons.

Old hostel momory

19th Nov 2010

Was there in sahebganj hostel , talking and discussing the events which are happening around. Then telling people that once i was in the hostel for 2 months. So its my birth day and i am going back to my home , saw that someone is dead in the way. once i cross them , met this aunt who put ash in my forehead saying , this is the festival where were you , have to taken breakfast ?

I am with viks in a completely new place. We are discussing about the things ....Viks is not much happy when i go outside without closing all th e doors and window.

I have a temporary girl friend , and we group of people are out for a shopping. I am with my girlfriend and kissing all around her .

Everything is an illusion

18th Nov 2010

Went to the picnic with friends

With Anup soren and other shivalik guys , from hostel we are going for the lunch at the canteen. Mean while Anup is telling me that Sanket ( signnal) is preparing for some exam and that is why he is dead busy with books from last six months.Was searching something else so went to some nearby market and then came back to the canteen. There food were being served.

Harish is in town , when we saw each other he said what happened to your legs marks , which was there because of some small minor accident. I said that the mark is gone , and then he replied , everything is an illusion.

Are you doing your duty properly ?

17th Nov 2010

Place where i have to judge about things which happen to me me in my regular life. My dreaming is not that regular.My , so the instruction is that i should make it regular.

Meeting with my dad and reminding me of the duty which i have to pay upon myself.. Me and my dad are walking in the place which is old and we use this path to travel in our early ages.He told me to keep doing my duty and asked me if i am getting stuck anywhere.I also felt that there was increase in my confidence when i was with him.I have to see that the new rule is applied or not when someone do some buying business. I found out that the rule is perfect and most of the people follow it.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

What exactly is happening ?

16th Nov 2010

Place where we have to switch , the data where we enter that how many changes are there for this manifestation. Every thing in me changes when this happens.

Got this opportunity to join the college again and do the courses again , attended few lectures , met old pals attended few lectures. then while i was going classes i asked myself , what is it all about , why taking the degree again. Then all sudden i left the college.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Exam time

15th Nov 2010

When i change places , i take everything new at new places. Goes for everything .

We have to write an exam , not much prepared for the exam , a lot dependence on the last day preparation. Went there for changing the exam date but nothing happened. Duhita is also in our group , she seem to have a very free mind. A kiss i got from her, when i am going for the first paper , paper was ok.. When going for the second paper the same thing repeated , nothing more then the kiss , it was there a gentle kiss not the passionate one. Some consideration in between that why only kiss when i wanted more then this kiss.

In home i go there some rituals are going there , i was there with other people who are dancing there in a group.So people were also taking pictures and there were also some small little kids , they were very cute. My cousins brother is trying hard from my father to get some money out of him.

Dominating one brain

14th Nov 2010

New place and new rules but old people. We arrived at some place where we do things which we are better at .. Someone pointed out that we intellectuals have no heart , this myself denied.

I am try to get more and more data about myself.

Got some other girls , do some experiment , i am bored of doing the same and same experiment.

This huge party , full of music and masti , Seinfeld character seems to enjoy this party a lot and then they dance like a bollywood maniac with thumka and all and one of the reporter wrote all this in his diary with the images and all. I thought that that reporter is me , but when i opened my eyes it was not me.It was inside the dream.

Specs using to see money inside

13th Nov 2010

We living in a small place , we have every thing in place. In library i issued couple of books and then when going to other department realizing that that everything is not well mentioned. We discussing in home which is a worth watching movie .

Got the specs which can help us seeing the money hide inside the cloths , so we are going to take advantage of that lens.

Impartial behaviour

12th Nov 2010

Mitu meeting with me mom , she is outside of hostel in snow .... said she has been there the whole day and this is like this only.

Me patle abhishek are chilling at the sea side and we are lying at the bed there , me and patle comparing the skins with each other and telling which kind of skin we possess and which kind of skin people around us had.

This guy and me are two friends we are having a single g/f now , this guy having affair with with another women , which he is dating. So one fine day he picked up this girl and took her to a restaurant and there they are just sitting and talking and meanwhile he is thinking to call the first guy and ask how to get rid of this situation as he is stuck with both the girls at a time,Mow some how he is meeting with both girls at a time .... he talking with both girls and at the same time his behavior is different with both. The girl who abused him once , he has less respect and care for her.

Good dont allow people to suffer much

11th Nov 2010

Me describing about the theory with abhishek and sanket gupta , he was telling me about this prof whom he met while interview and abhishek was saying that god dont allow people to suffer up to a max limit. As people get fainted after the threshold.

Food ate previous night : Ate egg triple , egg mixed with noodles and what not. Plus some chicken with gravy.

Chasing emotions

10th Nov 2010

Veeranka and me have prepared a skit which we have to show it to the annual gathering. But since we have not practiced enough we are not sure how good this will go.

Seniors in a hostel , giving us tips how to live and all.

Food ate previous night : Jira rice and Dal fry.

Using imagination

9th Nov 2010

Place where we are staying , with friends and all. Once have experience something so when explaining what happed i have this ability to make things which i wanted now with my imagination , for others to understand what i am trying to say.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Burning octopus smells like a chocolate

8th Nov 2010

Egg star fish / octopus, So when a star fish is wrapped in a spoon like this and is
thrown into a heat then it melts and smells like a burned chocolate which was interesting. People observing this and having fun out of it.

Dont compare

7th Nov 2010

From our hostel there are quite some place , Helifex and others. Our IIT hostel deem to be mive there. This group of people playing football and other football related fames , so there is this large slop in the tip you play with people and if someone hit the ball then it might come to the edge and then people have to come down and get the ball. I am passing triumph and so helped many people getting their balls. So this one guy who think he is better then the other guy , both came to me and i am telling them that you both have different qualities so don't bother comparing qualities.

Talking to harish while returning form market and for some reason i talked to him for 45 odd minutes. then saw that how come i can talk to harish for so long. I side a cab and thinking about it that is it for real ?

I am returning from Halifex and for some reason i have to stay in my friends place because it starts snowing , i am without jacket and because of snow i am freezing Looking for sister who help there , i wanted someone warmness... my relatives seems to be pregnant so cant hug them. So hugged this sister very tight because of the cold.

Unknown punishment

6th Nov 2010

Her sister is sick and need care , so we should take care of her.

Principle has caught 6 people for a foul and after 5-6 days all of them will get punishment , what the punishment will be no body knows. Rajesh Bharatia seems to play some ticks to get out of the mess. I am waiting for the moment to come , because i am blank what to do what not to do.

Asking my mate to make tea as we are leaving for the meeting.

Place to meditate

5th Nov 2010

Trying meditating in trees , searching best place to meditate.

Coming from church gate to boriwali , looking for the best suitable way to come. Cause the money varies , if you come by small small distance it cost you less ... so there is an exact algorithm for the best way to come. Talking about that.

Met two of my cousins they are entering a adult movie , i said don't worry about people , just go.

Two of my aunts are telling their stories to children about their past how they struggled and all.

Waiting for things to happen

4th Nov 2010

Bunch of people staying together , i have this huge respect for love. and i am waiting for this to happen as this is the ultimate thing to happen.

New job and changes

2nd Nov 2010

One firm went to this place where i have to catch train and go to that place . There is you have to get any message you see that the message with the same intensity. So usually don't get any message . But this time since i am having a girlfriend got this message and people around is happy for me.

Have got the a new job , kind of government job , with okiesh money .... but the work will not be that good and exciting ... so thinking to join the job or not.

Flying in the sky

1st Nov 2010

Flying just flying around. Instantly when i saw myself flying i thought that this is lucid dream.

Some kind of experience i am going through while meditating.

Playing game with king pk and owning him brutally , then came laptop and other and i am asking them how good the trip was , and then they started sharing what they did and all.