Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Stucked somewhere

Abhishek says to me that , he is stucked somewhere from last couple of births in one place and is looking for some kind of help to break through it.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Across the river

My sister is somewhere in home or in neighbor doing her home work and my mom is gone somewhere , i am alone in Purnia, so i go out for a walk. So after crossing a river i saw prashant and mom , i thought that today i will go bankrupt for sure and then prashant who was with my uncle asked me if i have balanced in my account in my mobile , he want to talk to jajji nana , i said yes i have and he said OK lets meet then , i was in the top and he was on the other side of the river.Saw this bike there and i start moving the clutch , he was a noob and his motorcycle, stopped. I said sorry boss , he told me to give him the demo, so i started starting the bike , his gear was unusual but i thought that i will handle it.

When we need the stuff we need to get out and use it. Have decided to bring up the old cd's and music records this time for sale.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Watch your behaviour

Have got opportunity to pull out people of 50 to tribe and behave good to them, that why evening of the event , hoy manger chance share i could have watched my should treat them nicely rather then getting in mechanically.

Then decided to all the place one by one and do something.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Dont lie to yourself

In a place with this girl who is clamming that she is a temple savika who look after temples and help people at special occasions , but in reality she was not. I hanged with her and there was some lie which i said about myself as well.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Lost in a castle

Manish Rakesh me have headed toward the place unknown to us so we are excited , mean while we encountered avdesh meena and 2 more iitd guys . While talking meena said that he is gay now. I was a bit surprised , but did not say that i am surprised. We asked the people there that what is the short cut way to return to the place , one pan wala told us that the longest root is 32 km but the shortest is 3 km , and we decided to explore the shortest path while returning.Well reached that place and we start exploring the place. so after a while we sat at one place , i was damn hungry , rakes said if we are hungry will eat , i shouted that i am dead hungary , please order something. and gave my look to manish to order something. So after having something and after smoking we started exploring the place , me and manish were together , and manish was telling me story about this chines names some system where they chant some name in order to evoke the ghost. So anyways , we entered in the castle , i was alone this time but there was many places to look and visit , i started walking in one part , and soon i realized that i am lost somewhere. I tried to get out of the trap , the more i tried the more i was puzzled . Tried for 6-10 mins but had no idea how to get out of the place. Every area and room have some unknown people inside whom i have never seen and i don't known what they were there . After a while i was out , and sat in one place , felt like smoking so i took a rick and went to the near by market , saw Animesh khan also wanted to work in the plae where i have the job , so he is taking advice from the senior that what to do and he is getting advice that just apply uou can get the job here.

So this driver dropped me the place i want and when asked how much is the amount he told me expected amount plus ten rupees. I started arguing that why asking so much , it never happen till now , this much amount and i am not paying what so ever , people start gathering and when one of the guy saw the receipt he said that just pay the usual amount he can handle this guy who is charging extra ten rupees.

When i went back to the place where party was going on saw that the all the people i saw in the inside room , they are featured in the movie which are been shown in the out side corridor , people seems to be enjoying the movie which is been channelized. Saw Nilkhil all sudden so went to greet him , then i saw one of my common friend girl there , went there and kicked in her ass. When i saw clearly she was not the one , i kicked some other girl .... she did not seem to be bother with my action and was headed toward someone , his friend was there ... i said ti Nikhil that hey man i kicked your friend , did not realized she was not the girl thought it was someone else , he smiled an said nothing. I went after that girl to apologize , she seem to be cool but did not said anything , i went after her saying i am really sorry did not knew it was you , thought it was someone else , my friend. So when i was following and saying this thing again and again , met my other IIT friend he gave me something to eat , i ate what h e gave me and i heard toward the cigarette shop to buy one.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Friction for ticket

Me lakshika dad and few others going office by the motorcycle , so since this is the first day , we are late at office. The bus stand where i caught the bus said the return ticket will be 3 time the normal ticket amount or it will be available after 4-5 days .So anyways there is this huge friction for the ticket and also the police are not supporting for it. When i came back at home , there is nothing to eat.

Now the other day we started our journey to office so when we are about to reach we forgot the path and end up going somewhere where there is no population and the ground is wet. when we stopped our jeep then we saw that the police car is following us with the policeman in it who have rifles pointing at us , i get furious that why you guys are behind us. Then i started shouting at them and abusing them. This was a long shouting process when we were shouting at each other for a long time.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Future predictor

Working as a collective professor of the science of law of accidental movement , i see what is going to happen after xyz times and also see how the future shape ups .... and i am amuse what i saw.

Predicting the future events is with the help of fifth events method.

Fun breathe

21 Dec 2010

People registering in the website as per they wanted to play a game where they can breathe also from the nose , as it is fun and healthy , i wasn't sure its fun but this is not what people think.

Chances of me meeting Namrata is diminished, as per the statistics calculations.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Cooking first time

Nice guy who is cooking many things plus kachowri ,and food. So my parents are helping me making food. I have done others thing good and i am hoping that this goes well so that my first cook goes really really well. I made the food 3/4 percentage and in the end my dad tested that my food is okie or not , it was good, And we had it.

My place where are are meeting for an event so i have to arrange everything for the people who all are coming.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Development in the village

Wedding planner , when it came to our own house we lost it totally. Don't know to whom should i go with.

Huge development in my native village , and i am happy about it that there is road , electricity in my village . People are making new houses there and people are telling each other stories about who is making how many room's there.

Far away from my village there is another village. There i went and am confused how to come back , because there are fancy vehicles all around.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Work as a team

With my colleagues , have to go some place where i have to stay there and part up with some one , make a team and perform the task they give us there and have fun, Now the place i went , saw Bhavna there and funny she asked me if i can be his partner.I said i could if i could. So any ways , i was involve into this and the game but then one day when i was sleeping just there in the window i heard that my mom came there searching me.

Similar gang , this time i hooked up with the small girls whom i am teaching how to operate the computer , laptop thinks that this is more of a soft porn movie .... but it is fun.

We are there in Kundalia's party and we are meeting couple of people there , mostly the hostel people. Wanted to meet shivalik and gang but was not able to meet them. People there are busy meeting and doing some planting for the nature which was good.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Live freely

Small stories of people around sharing how one story exchanged their life. A 17 year old girls pertaining at church is actually a 93 year old lady and so on ..idea being that the fearfulness and strength gives you are reason to live your life,.

In office we are working and at the end we are having a meeting were we have to decide something,

I have an auto which i use for transport , so taking this i went to the office and came back with this , so this one day i am very late , so at 1:20 am i am somewhere near my home and it stops and then i send my body , some hierarchy as well.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Random kicks

In a building where we are playing football , not playing football but kicking it here and there So we broke many piece of glasses and all. Moving to the new office and saying to ourselves that we are not playing football there this time.

TV story

13th Dec 2010

Series of the episode where it ends with the main character male alone , where as earlier it use to end up with male and female character.A TV serial where the story revolves around 2 friends and their lives how they bump into random people and how good the bonds are between these two people.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Searching place to live

Place we are looking for the new room , so we saw couple of places and were suppose to decide where we are going to stay , among two room which we saw we have to decide. Rooms were okiesh but in one room , the land lord was a bit noisy and have so many rules there. so we were thinking that will not shift there , although we might not get the facilities which are there and not in the other room.

With mansih vinod and two more people , we are in the very new place with couple of teachers , here we are suppose to learn some lesson for our ordinary class. Vinod is happy because he never get chance like this. Then there was this huge photo clicking session , who should be have a photo session with whom. I was not enjoying all this sessions .

With Rakesh we are ready to go for a movie in which this song is there : koi sagar dil ko bahlata nahin plus there will be drinks as well.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Alchohol

Asked this girl "can i buy you a coffee ?"

Thing is , going to pub with family where the ritual of 'How many percentage of alcohol's are there in this break 'will rule absolutely. Expect 2-3 alcohols i hardly know what is the percentage of the alcohol there in the drink.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Sandal and vortex

Kaustub is there with us in a meeting , and there are some domain which is been taken by people. Kaustub's sister has taken some domain name which is very cool , so the milk man said to him , if your sis were here he would have proposed her.

It is Raviji's class and we have to be there at certain time . me with Harish are there but for some reason / work we might miss the introduction class , but at the same time i want to see which all people are coming and what is happening.

The girls when i allowed affectioned is sticking with us now , when she asked what about the water then i said that there is no water and its a crisis now.I said its the way it happens. I said the universe what it to happen like this ,.

I am wearing the suit but the thing is i did not know that this is going to be happen.

By certain practice we can change our mood accordingly , so the idea is to utter the new thing which you want to happen wish deeply , and then something will start happening? At least this is what i see and wish to see more in this domain.

We are suppose to go to Pune and there are some preparation done before we actually go there , so there was this church and place where people live. So we went to church mass , after a while when the mass was over we all came out , but later i realized that my sandals are missing , met Harish and one other guy , we talked about the Pune and said yes that we are all going. There was some test sort of something , when we are done with it , Harish said that there is some issue and he might not able to come. Outside i met some people they were talking about how coming to mass and picking some extra work might help someone's career and said that people are mostly lazy and they make excuses for not working. Then i started searching my sandals , went back to the chapel where with me other people were also searching the sandals and shoes. Met there with Harish , he gave me a question to solver before i go to Pune , it was a motion of a particle in a vortex , with the motion of full eclipse many time , i thought i might have to take any point of the vortex , the mass and displacement of the point and integrate it through the start and end. It was tough one and i thought that its a good test. Then i start looking below the huge table where people sit and found that there are hell lot of sandals and shoes , dragged them outside , all and now i have my sandal .

[ So thee excuse i always make to not to work , buffers ?? ]

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Do your duty properly

Went to movie and also have said to Gajendra that i am going to book the tickets , went there and in the queue , no one is there ... after some time the ticket counter came , when asked about the ticket he said that it is sold , so i took a ticket of a movie which i thought is same , but later when i was watching it myself it is the same movie which i have watched earlier , when call Gajendra that are you coming , he said he will and did not turned up , i thank god that he did not , because this is the old movie which we have already saw.

Embarrassed to the core for not doing the duty properly.

There is this huge maha rally of congress , hell lot of people are gathering for obvious reason. I have decided to come for just his one. On the occasion of this event , i have thought that i will be coming to the venue at 3 hours earlier so that i can see all the drama happening thre. I came to venue for some other reason and saw that crowd is way too crowded and its 7 hours earlier and its already packed , i decided to push here earlier. Rahul gandhi is speech and his voice is low , after few minutes his voice become ok and his jokes people are not able to understand , also there is sonia gandhi with kids , she took charge after a while. This guys is writing a letter to his sister with a huge packet and also in the letter has ashed her to suit up.

Shinking and flying ship

8th Dec 2010

New series started and people want my new stories and this is how my new series is gonna start.Removing the unwanted one are will full of super hot stuff.

There is a big party in my native place kajora , many guests are invited and there are people moving here and there. There also is my friend who have a ship with him plus he knows some secret about the ship i.e. how to handle it properly. Then i met Atul he told me he had a good lunch but now his stomach is paining because after lunch he ate five eggs , which he found behind the buses. I said that you should not eat anything after lunch , not even eggs. I asked him to drink water and go to bathroom. Then came Rashmi and gang , they were going back immediately , so said that they will meet later as they are coming next day any ways. Then one girl start doing 'doboa-johar' is very different way , we saw and enjoyed. At evening this captain guy start playing with the ship. He use to life the floor of the ship and as well as push it to the under ground. It was fun. Singers then started singing and we all enjoyed that part.

Two team playing football , one team scored and players starts celebrating , so one player start bleeding from his nose somehow and it goes worse.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Fly high and kiss the ground

Me trolling with my brother , we sitting at cafe and having tea . breakfast ... then all sudden i saw Shweta Singh passing by .... by pulling her hair i asked , hey lady ... where are you heading ? She said she is going somewhere and she is fine and life is good. I try to introduced him to my brother , but my bro said that he know Shweta and they know each other well. I did not recall when they met and how they know each other , did not asked how they know each other.

Huge chaos , everyone splitting and fighting. , so then someone started flying in the sky , in the same line , i followed him , and in the same path i jumped and woo hooo was in sky flying , so then my brother followed me , and we were flying up in the sky , i said to my brother , its only we left in the fight ... so its between us now. After couple of second when we have full confidence that we are flying , we both were down to the ground. I has gone through this so was cool , but my brother seem to be frightened. I said don't worry it happen , this is your first time so that is OK.

Met Sid and Laptop and Animesh Khan when i was going outside , asked how they are , Sid was a bit in hurry. Laptop told me that his business was going great and he has taken some break and is here with the theater company they ... showing some shows ans they did this in Chandigar and now doing here . and said that i don't come Delhi and not visit them. i smiled.

Satish sir in a meeting said , so how many of them are coming for volunteer , as there are many people in the list but now no one seems to have time for all this , i saw that i am not sure that i will be able to come or not as i give my first time priority to the group , and then i saw my reaction inside saying i told you not to mix two paths.


People doing experiment with dreaming for being in the same family , Patle was doing this , we born in the same family but was not brothers.

Lakshika me and few other people met in the meeting , tere is this new kid attending the meeting , but he don't come up for the sitting and actual process we just meet him in his way , then one day Lakshika said that today after the meeting we will do the one hour reading , i said i am not sure.

[ Conflict of mixing of two path still haunts me. ]

Monday, December 6, 2010

Debt to pay

How boring it is if someone comes to you and feed you with this hyper romantic super romantic stories which you font wanted to listen since 16.

Its the root i was passing through ?!

I am running from some people who have given me huge amount of money to get out from the tragic situation , i was almost trapped in a jungle and these guys helped me out of the situation. I have to give them back their money , but some how when i was giving back the money , one of my cousin saw this happening and i took my money back from them. Now i have spend the money somewhere else and hence his guilt in me , to never able to show them face because of this event. constant guilt with which i am living.


With sumit and taking the new bed sheets and cover from the shop keeper and they are doing the printing job in front of us and we are selecting which one to pick. and there when we were doing all this the shop keeper asked my dad , kya karta hai aapka ladka ? Dad : Mera beta software engineer hai , me thinking ahh no more :D

[ Something i need to pay back to something ? What exactly ?
This is the nth time i dream of paying back or duty , what it is ??
]

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Third object subjectivity

Back there in classes of Art of Living with new people and doing my part of the task.This seems quite natural to flow with the energy of the group and experience what they have to offer us. Then the teacher grabber one of the old student and ask him to behave the surrounding as a third object subjectivity ?!.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

What time difference

Travailing with Shashank the musiclovinguy in a rain , and where we are heading i don't know ... so before getting into the train , we signed some documents and verified our address , as if we get any courage it can reach at safe place. So in the journey , we keep talking about random stuff. In one of the station he told me that a couple were having sex.Bunch of people with us , and one group of people asked us what is the time , it was 2:30 .... after 2 hour someone asked time and when i saw my watch it was 9:30 , then i was shocked how come in the span of 2 hour the time changes by 7 hour. I explained him some logic which i don't remember . Then again when i met some other guy , i said him the same cause he was dealing with the same thing. Then when me and shashanmk were sitting together he get this letter from somewhere and i said , oh wow getting letter in the train , so cool.

Byomkesh bakshi is donating his sperm and its hilarious that he is recording message in his voice and a letter who ever is going to use this sperm for baby.and have booked cab every single day for this , i am shocked for a while.

Then behind our home at Purnia , waters are coming likely a wave like it comes at the sea shore , and i am enjoying every thing of it. Wow. Munna mama is there is Purnia , taking care of my grand father and grand maa ..... almost every day he drop them from home to hospital too see them.

A naughty guy throwing object on me with anger and i dint say anything ... he looked clam then.

During the journey , someone asked me my address , i knew the address but they have to write in the envelop .... i was telling buyno one was willing yo wtoiyr.

[The other day i was talking about time with Harish and not reacting exercise ]

Friday, December 3, 2010

Trapped inside the experiment

The fewer of el clasico is still on , this is still continuous. I in my book giving a sample of code , with my upcoming book coming on. So in he one of the article i am printing something.

We are watching a movie and then the chai wala serving us tea , he restarted the movie then people started shouting then i somehow pushed the movie to the place till people saw it.

When woke up from the dream i am trying to draw what i saw in the dream , it was four image in a piece of paper. Trying hard to remember the images which i saw in my dreams and making the image.

Thmapy and co team is deciding which club type is good and the people belonging to the groups mean while i am collecting how many people belong to certain category. and in which condition i can be on paper, at any one day of the week in local news paper.


I along with bunch of people are trying some experiment , in one of the cases inside the experiment i have to help someone in critical condition and i might get trapped forever also in the game. and i might get out as well. The exact rule i also dont know.

Conversation with satish sir about my two question , when is advance course happening , he said in his place and also he can tell me where he can go for the course , when asked why its not there in website he said nothing.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Stop reacting mechenically

Use to react mechanically , got this awareness that there is no point reacting it mechanically.So happy for this part of the story.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Take care

Its a multi million project we are working on , so take care my friend.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Smooth silky and curvy roads

Discussing with DM , as he went away for the dinner .... i saw that i feel i am preparing / making another ashutosh rana of the movie dushman.

This huge road while i travel in it , with roads up and down , sometimes when it is up you don't see anything , just the sky .....curvy and empty road make it interesting.

This old guy came to the hospital and searching for the best surgery , also since he had been in Europe where they guarantee that they will cure him , here no one is ready a its not the culture here to promise that we will cure you. So couple of people said to the uncle guy , that sir this ritual are not been followed here and hence the mis understanding.

Monday, November 29, 2010

El Clasico

Some place where i am a pert of the robotic movement , a comics strip and a troy goes parallel. Then all sudden i saw the dani avles scene , it was the sins dani alves and all the things he does in the regular life , the slutty thing and all then saw that he is suffering for what he did in past. So in between then Dani alves was going through this suffering i started getting all the pains what he did and then when the conscious is back i see that dani is injured in el calsico but no one is taking care of him. The score till half time is 0-2 and pep is asking if he is OK.

A sequence i saw where , there is a road parallel to the sv road , some where there a new road is bing made , newly constructed. So while there is a mafia war in between two gangs and when i escape from there i hanged in the pool and somehow managed to get down , naked and then after looking for couple of auto i come to my place. Also mean while when i was sitting with someone who was about to teach me some mantra then some one said that my friend is searching me , when i looked outside it was my brother , finished the thing and met him . Asked how was the exam and he said he got 28 percent but he topped , i was confused.

Then again while chasing the super hero gang , i saw that kareena kapoor is encountering some guy , went there and she was quite and part of some thing when i saw that she is quite and friendly started touching the nipples , later on she told me the story while was in her mind and told me that it was her childish nature and said thanks god it is over.

Do something else fail

28th Nov 2010

Place new to me , living with six seven people. Call from the university that my Physics is not good and there is thick chance to pass ... Prof told me how poor i was and i have to wait for one full year in the college to complete in the college degree. Also said that if i do some task by myself then there can be done something , so i have kept these things in my mind , in evening there are people moving from one place to another and i decided that i should pick some stuff and finish it off. I am there in my room wanting to grab my stuff , act it took me time to reach there as i met so many people outside , somehow manage to reached there and that i saw that the light was not there so i have to adjust my eyes for a while to see in the room thought for a while which subject to pick and what to mug up.

[ Its been 8 days i have not yet started Sudarshan Kriya which i learned at Art of Living part I course , fear that 'i should not mix two teaching' is still bothering me , although i have set up my mind now and will give it a shot. But i went through the churning of to do not to do phase for last one week. ]

Dated : Monday , 29th Nov 2010

To see the bullet and stop it

27th Nov 2010

Running along with my cousin brother , this guy with machine gun is looking for my room. He was went to neighbor and fire there twice. We saw him and start running he saw us and fire some bullets , i escaped most of them and stopped some of them with my opposite palm , the bullets left a spot in my hand , it was not looking scary , but when i touched my palm it hurt a lot. We escaped and finally took a deep breathing that we are safe now.

[ What all anxiety i carry ? Not doing my duty ? Not remembering myself enough , not giving 100 % ???? Maybe. ]

Dated : Monday , 29th Nov 2010